Wednesday, May 09, 2007

What Is Left Of Me

Aahh! Today was my giving "dowry" day. I've made it here and I'm still alive after months of hectic wedding preparations. Sigh… and I'm really tired physically and mentally. Been running around spending money like no nobodies business! I'm already feeling the pinch in my bank account. I can't even have the opportunity to breath cause one commitment comes after another. I cant find an appropriate word to describe how I'm feeling now. All those years of $avings I never thought cashflow was a hurdle now, being tied down with insurance, credit cards, installments and now heavy expenses on wedding album, furniture, wedding dinner, dowry, etc etc etc.

So, although I'm still surviving, I foresee my cash flow will only improve in say another 6 months time after I recoup from gigantic loss (I mean Cost) from my wedding/dowry (I didn’t know dowry can be sooo expensive these days).



BUT FOR ALL THOSE THINGS I DID IS FOR THE SAKE OF HONORING & JUSTIFYING MY LOVE. FOR WHAT MATTERS TO ME MOST NOW IS "THE RETURN", MY WIFE. A LIFETIME COMPANION WHO SHARES THICK AND THIN WITH ME!

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