Time Change People Change

Time changes so do people but do feelings change? I guess they do, depends on the circumstances but when they do, we look back to our past, and what come to our mind was "what the heck was i thinking?" or "what on earth did i see from that person?" Nevertheless, i have learned that whatever we had done in the past or whoever we've encountered in our life, each has always something to teach us about ourselves and the life we live in.

My mind was busy recently trying to understand my past and i couldn't find the answer I asked myself where was the feeling i used to have? I searched and it was nowhere to be found. it;s gone. All i can say is that i truly am a new person. I grew up and i'm still growing. There will always be little part of my past still linger in me but nothing more. It's funny how different my perspectives towards people now compared to the past. Is it because i've seen things and learned more now? I guess it's true what they say that time heals however, the question is does it always? to what extent? Besides, doesn't the person need to allow themselves to be healed?

And as for now, I'm pretty happy with what I have now with me. I have made a point to myself that Ed's life needs an upgrade and it won't be possible without the support from my gf.