My Son!

Thought I might want to add something to this dead blog. Not that anyone is reading it now.

Introducing my new born son!

When my wife was pregnant with my first child I imagined I am headed towards the most dramatic event of my life. I was right about that but it was nothing like I expected it to be. I was worn out from what I thought was a very long day of waiting cause it really look like i was waiting for eternity for my son to be born. When he arrived the nurse showed me a bloody, screaming, baby on a small bucket and it took my brain a few minutes to even sink in that what I'm seeing is really a piece of me. I wasted no time and begun searching for that little pride of his and of cause to make sure everything was attached to where it belongs.

That very moment, emotions which i haven't felt before sets in. It felt like a bad father thing. I didn't know anything about this strange little creature and didn't know what will I do from then on. I was almost helpless. As time passes, when my nerves are calm, it was a bundle of joy and that came later which overwhelmed me with the feelings that I felt for my baby. It took some time, however, and I have since learned from other that my experience was not unusual. Fatherbond with their babies differently. No one way is right or wrong. It is a process that we each go through differently.