Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Feeling Shittily Tired Today

My eyes burn and they sunk so deep in my head that i can barely see. Im a danger to everything as of right now becuase im not functioning properly. Someone please get me out of this office chair and into a better bed so that i can get some shut eyes.

I've reached the end of my stick and now im at the breaking point. This is one of the lowest times. Sure i can smile and yes i can laugh in front of people, but the cuts and there are bruises inside me. Sometimes I'm filled with sadness and consumed by my workload and all that is good might be around the corner but im just too tired to go look already. My eyes are so dry now and burnt that i cant see anything exhaustion and pain coming my way.

Im just so tired. Im tired of the earning and im tired of the challenges out there. I just want to feel like for one day i can not have the overbearing feeling that i have to impress myself and push myself to the limit that my body can possibly do. There is no superpowers in me, and im really not that special.

Im going to go look into the mirror, and perhaps break the first face that i see.........

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